Why is so hard to get over one's past???
It's absurd how we can possibly live in cocoon of our own sorrows.
As hard as you try to escape it somehow it has the audacity to keep following you till you find yourself in that miserable pit all over again.
I keep wondering why I let myself feel anything; one after the other I let myself invest my feelings and then BOOM! it goes south.....leaving me cold and lying in a damn corner.
I'd like to believe that there's someone way better out there for me, but I keep falling for the wrong ones.
and why's that?!?!
I keep questioning myself....
I keep wondering why I let myself feel anything; one after the other I let myself invest my feelings and then BOOM! it goes south.....leaving me cold and lying in a damn corner.
I'd like to believe that there's someone way better out there for me, but I keep falling for the wrong ones.
and why's that?!?!
I keep questioning myself....
The only question you really need to ask yourself, is why you question yourself.
ReplyDeleteKeep an open mind, and all this wouldn't seem like so much to think about.
Keep yourself preoccupied with something or the other to do. Love is not your first, or your last, or your only resort.
Learn to discover yourself, before trying to discover others.
asswipe of a cousin you are... pfft...
I am doing all those things.
ReplyDeleteIam trying to move on in life....I think I'm getting better now!
But then there is still those few seconds,mins or hour in a day that makes me look back.
I think i'm stronger now, but I still have a long way to go.
changes invite me and I'm slowly accepting it.
:) take it from me, it's all about the bigger spark/ who sets the benchmark higher... so till you find someone who redefines the benchmark you may feel stuck. so stop looking, keep calm, and it will come to you.
ReplyDeleteThanks Lo, it makes sense. I've come to realize that now.
ReplyDeleteHence my pro-active move is to just be as I'm, where I am and just stop looking...Hoping that I will be found :)